一個人的力量真的很弱呀....我真係好想有一個人可以幫到我....

但真係幫到自己的....只有自己.....

唔知點解......呢排好大壓力.....其中一個原因係要陪媽不斷覆診...

日子多到...每天都看看是否可以請到假....當天有沒有program.....

呢種壓力比之前更大...是為什麼呢??? 我也搞不清楚.........

我很想找到一個可以令自己放鬆的地方....

我很想為自己加加油.......................因為我快沒有energy了......

今天雖然day off,  但星期六要返工。

係屋企做下家務咁啦,

同埋執相, 之前二個硬件壞左, 冇左好多相,

但依家d科技咁先進, 已有方法搞到出來, 但仲有一個唔得。

為左我的回憶,  呢排係咁執相, 分好曬年份同日子。

睇返以前d相同viedo,
發現自己之前懶惰的時候, 樣子真的很可怕, 又肥啦, 又殘啦, 自己見到都想嘔...haha~
不過, 髮型真的好重要, 唔明點解自己之前會忍心剪左把長髮,
最後, 發現一把長的曲髮是最合適自己的。
以前的回憶都是美好的。

之後, 我也會不斷影相同拍viedo, 係我的人生里面留下更多的回憶。

I'm so glad you made time to see me.
How's life, tell me how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while.
You've been good, busier then ever.
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why.

Cause the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind.
You gave me roses and I left them there to die.

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night,
And I go back to December all the time.
Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I go back to December all the time.

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving,
When your birthday passed and I didn't call.
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
Realized that I loved you in the fall.
Then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind.
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye.

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night.
And I go back to December all the time.
Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December turn around and change my own mind.
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right,
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry.
Maybe this is wishful thinking,
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right.

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand.

But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night,
And I go back to December.
Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December turn around and make it alright.
I'd go back to December turn around and change my own mind.
I go back to December all the time.

All the time

愛一個人原來不易.....

要了解，也要開解；要道歉，也要道謝；

要認錯，也要改錯；要體貼，也要體諒；

要接受，而不是忍受；是寬容，而不是縱容；

是支持，而不是支配；是慰問，而不是質問；

是傾訴，而不是控訴；是難忘，而不是遺忘；

是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；

是為對方默默祈求，而不是向對方諸多要求；

可以浪漫，但不要浪費；可以隨時牽手，但不要隨便分手。